It's Jason, alone, at a table covered in cups. I ignore him at first but he stumbles and gets up walking over to me. He grabs my arm but not like before. I look back at him and he looks upset. "Hey Stella, I'm really sorry about what happened earlier. I miss you soo much. Not just because of my dad," he hiccups a bit and continues, "I love you Stella. Please take me back...". He slurs his words a bit and I shake him off. "If you loved me, you shouldn't have stuck your dick in someone else ''. He looks at the floor and continues to hold my arm. He starts saying sorry over and over. I try to pull my arm away but he tightens his grasp. I look at the bartender and mouth the word help. He gets the idea and gets one of the bouncers to grab him and throw him out. I walk over and thank him and he says he's just doing his job. I walk over to Brian and Makenzie and ask if we can leave. Makenzie is out on Brian shoulder so he picks her up and carries her out. We put her in the back seat and gave her a blanket from under the seat. We hop in the front and Brian looks at me. "That outfit looks amazing on you by the way. Makenzie did well". He blushes a bit which I call him out on. It makes him blush harder. "You know Stella, you deserve SO much better than that trash. I'm actually happy to have you back with us". After a while of no words I finally turn on the radio and Ivy Crown’s voice comes on. We both laugh about how even when she's asleep she always gets her way with the music. We pull up to their house at 9 and I help get Makenzie’s things while Brian carries Makenzie. Once she's in her bed I take off her outfit and put on some pj's. I grab an extra pair she made for me whenever I stay over unexpectedly and put it on. It doesn't fit like it used to and you can see part of my blue bra poking out the top. The pink matches it though so it's not that big of a deal to me. She curls up in her bed and as I'm about to leave she grabs my arm. She calls out for her dad but is clearly still asleep so I remove my arm and kiss your forehead. I head towards the living room to watch a show on the TV and Brian’s already there. He sees me and looks taken back but tries to not show it. He offers to stay up with me since he knows I try not to sleep at night. I sit on the couch and put a blanket on us and grab a few of Lina's beers. I put my legs up on him and pull my hair into a messy bun. Brian seems to watch my every move but doesn't say anything. We watch a horror movie which he hates but knows I like. To help him through it I talk about all the mistakes I can see to make him laugh. I lay my head on his shoulder and he flinches. I notice after that he's looking at me and when I look back he turns away and drinks his beer. I ask him why he's been so embarrassed around me recently and that he wasn't like this when we were younger. He tightened his grip and looked at me. He holds my face and he kisses me. I'm taken back by it and fall back on the couch. He's above me and I look at him confused. He looks at me looking a bit sad, "I don't want you seeing me as a little kid anymore, Stella. I'm not a child and I don't look at girls innocently anymore. I want you to see me like a man and I don't want you acting so careless". I can still feel his warmth on my lips and he seems sure of himself. I can tell the alcohol is helping him because he isn't his stuttering self. He looks at my chest for a second and is breathing a bit heavy. "You're a beautiful girl Stella and you're sitting next to me with your hair up, I can see part of our bra, and those pajamas aren't that covering. I'm a guy and I know you don't see me like that, but I am. I can barely sit here and be calm around you". I blush looking at him not realizing this and he looks slightly frustrated. He sighs and gets off me. He apologizes for doing all that and I tell him it's ok. I can tell he's embarrassed by his actions but won't say it. I look at him, "Brian I'm sorry for acting carelessly around you. I just never thought much of it". He looks at me sweetly and says he knows. I look at him and try looking at him in a new light. He is attractive, something I never thought of. I'm staring at him which makes him blush like the Brian I know. I can tell he's thinking of something. I look at him seeing how stiff his body is and I move closer to him. I can feel my body heating up as I sit up and kiss his neck leaving a lipstick mark on him. He breathes out heavily and looks at me clearly wanting more. He stares hypnotized as I start unbuttoning my shirt. He moves his hand towards my waist and I feel him shaking. I remove the shirt and go to climb on his lap but he stops me. "S-stella. Please don't do this if you don't mean it. You've been drinking and so have I. Let's at least wait till we sober up. The night is still young. I've been waiting for this for a while, but I don't want to be a regret". I nod and kiss him. Respecting his wishes I sit next to him and put on the horror movie again.
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